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Today was so bad and horrible.
And mocks were only a fraction of the contribution.
Life ain't all that good huh?
Ouch.
I don't think i'll be blogging again for a while.

bubye

Ohhhh dear

Mocks.
English was pretty alright and a definite relief seeing as i was sure i had maths today. But then came the german. Somehow i'm not sure that making up the question to suit you is the best idea nor will it get you a good mark; however at least i wrote something.

On to good news - TRANSFORMERS!

OH GOOD GOD!
I'm sorry but it was just delectable, j'adore transformers and this was absolutely no exception whatsoever!! It was intense, immense and completely AWESOME! It's all good, i nerded out in das Kino, stopping only to turn around and glare at those fucking imbociles behind who clearly had no interest in the autobots let alone an adoration, but other than that my eyes were on prime and shia la boeuf. Beautiful.

Then i socialised afterwards and had good food. But that's not all that important considering the previous event.

Anyhoo, more mocks tomorrow, i've given up and i'm done with caring for now.

Good luck guys!

Ultimate Rant

I am sorry but is this really necessary? :

I appears that your trip yesterday was so exhausting that I only have 1 student out of 4 today. Alex Coles, Holly H-W and Lucy Byrne are all absent. This is highly frustrating as I had prepared a really good revision lesson to prepare them for the exam and now they will not get this as it is the last lesson before the exam! We will wait and see what the mock produces!

There are no other appropriate words than i am seriously FUCKED OFF.
This woman is the most neurotic person i know, how fucking sarcastic and ridiculous is it possible / reasonable (oh i went there!) to get over such a stupid little thing?? We all 3 of us recalled her saying get work from the office, and if we're honest who is the last person you can see skiving? Exactly - Holly. It's not as if we clubbed together and decided not to go.

And the woman is a moron. The lesson would probably have been shit, we would have been patronised and plus she wrote "I appears that" when she should have written IT.

That is out but i'm still mad.
That bird's a nutter.

Oh Yeah

And I Love Nichola Davie. Ohhhh riiight!

Wow

Bad day today. Such a bore and frankly a waste of time, though i guess it means a day off school which by any means is a blessing; however today was a complete and utter shambles. Basically because of some stupid dicks that 1) cannot get their shit together and 2) are so boring and condescending. However the students that showed us around campus were lovely, so friendly and quite funny to talk to so that brightened up the day. Lunch helped too. The heat on the other hand did not.
Also had good in depth talkings about various things in life with Llanolyn. That was nice :)

I just slaved to make a beautiful booklet with not much relevant information so i'll probably get a good frown about that tomorrow off the neurotic philly. Oh dear.

Anyhoo, i'm off for a bath ladies and gents, i hope to enjoy.

I'll see y'all in the morning, nighty night!

Darkens of teh Great Woods of the West

OCH! Today - what. a. day!
Incredible! We had to go to the woods to partake in what can only be described as the wildest adventure of your dreams! So we had to dress up as dark elvs or 'Darkens' and build a camp in the forest, about 15 ov us against say 200 10yr olds. Wonderful!
So we got the chance to:
- Dress up in cloaks and dark make up and such
- Pounce on unsuspecting children
- Scare the complete and utter shit out of said children
- Hit said children with rubber tubing
- Have a full blown battle with said children
- Steal a queen among other treasures
- Shout and forage

I am absolutely shattered but exhilirated, i've gota go again it was just fucking insane and epic in every way. In a couple of hours i reverted from IB back to childhood but with status.
And thanks to some magical pills i managed to cope :D many thanks

I love my Elven clan; congrats in our supreme acting, fighting and survival skills. Och - we rule.

Lets go set up camp there again and just pounce on passers by.

I'm off to bed, ciao darlings and sweet dreams of epic battles and warrior adventures.

Ohhh dear

This was meant to be a private blog but frankly fuck it, i can't be arsed.
This will give me away if nothing else -
I FUCKING HATE THE IB IT IS QUITE POSSIBLY THE BIGGEST AND MOST ATROCIOUS MESS IN MY LIFE. The day i chose IB was the day i officialy ruined my life. These are miserable, miserable times folks and sometimes they really get the better of you. However, we have each other and that matters. It really really means a lot to have each other and something we shouldn't take for granted.

Today we talked about the 'me generation' and those narcissistic nutters out there who love 'emselves. Well blow me down, WHAT a portrayal of our culture today, so true and what a shame. It's slightly sick some of what we read, parents actually actively encouraging their teenage daughters to go ahead and have plastic surgery, boob jobs, botox. Oh dear my friend, what a heavy decline we face, it's a shame. We are far too self obsessed and unfortunately it's difficult to escape it, there are only a few people out there who i think can truly say that they are in no way narcissistic.

I'm reasonably tired. What shall i do now? I can't really be arsed with TOK.

Possibly get back to you in a bit

My Hero

My Hero helped me out again today and saved my arse and i don't know what i'd do without Hero. And if she reads this, I care. So don't.

Awww sunday sunday sunday

That was sarcastic ^ in fact i actually detest sundays, it being the very last day of the week and so causing an almighty cram of work that you don't want to do, nor does it help in anyway, but it hinders you because it can just about destroy you. And if you don't you start to have a terribly guilty conscioence manifest in that mulch of a brain.

That is what i am feeling today, and what i have been feeling for the past 5 or so months. Good lord. Sundays. The day of rest has become a day of strest and i ain't likin it quite frankly. However i have had a good if not wonderful dose of retail therapy which yes sounds fairly shallow and materialistic but to heck; as i said, it's sunday and so now in the last few hours of the glorious weekend i am cramming like hell. Wonderful!

It will soon becom an art i imagine and i hope to perfect it.

Hmm, i fancy a nice bath and a read and who knows what else.

I'll have to cram a bit more though first, perfect the art.

Ciao darlings

A thought

What i will say however is that you should always be careful, the world is full of scams my friends, from the junk mail in your inbox right through to the very people you spend most of your days with. I am sorry to seem so skeptical but it is a mere fact of life that wherever you go in life i'm pretty sure that you will only ever have a few people in your life that you can always trust and who will always be there for you. Unfortunately there are such people who you foolishly take for granted. And so we mistake other, less trustworthy people for those who will be there. It's a mistake and i've made it and i expect you have too at some point. Just be careful. I absolutely detest fickle people and especially when you've taken your time to be good to them, and waited around for them, and put up with their shit and worst of all, when you realise that actually it's not going to get better, because when it comes down to it, they're far too self involved and don't really give too much of a shit.

Enjoy your real friends guys, enjoy your fickle friends and enjoy that guy in the store down the road, but learn how far to take it and you won't get hurt.

Bullet proof froooommmm .... NOW.

First Times

Blogs seem to be the new craze recently (started, may i add, by the origin whom i have already had this discssion with) and this one is simply the product of my arm being severely twisted so that a certain someone (aforementioned origin) can have a good ole nose or 'insight' into my 'writing style'. pffft!

However i do feel that one needs to be in the right kind of mood to write. And at the moment i'm not really feeling it. I get spurts of intense blogging needs where i think 'right now would be a great time to begin', however i am left stewing because at that moment in time there is serious lack of IT and blogging facilities.

And now i have nothing. nada.

AARGH I'M SO FRUSTRATED!

I'll get back to you